dear friend

let me tell you, the christmas/new year period was a haze of nang induced comas (thanks gemmer and clare) and meatless burgers. i think i kind of went crazy (personally, not openly, like not everyone would know).
one morning i was making kat and i my miegoreng specialty complete with cheddar and as we were about too eat my mouth went all watery and im thinking OH NO and i run too the bathroom and my heads in the toilet and then im like grosse my heads in a toilet like suddenly it dawned on me. i didnt barf, i just lay on the floor next too the shower for like 10 minutes thinking oh no my foods going cold, whats with the internet, what am i going too do about my career, campus? i wonder if mia timpanos latest column is out blah blah blah.
anyway i got over it and survived too tell the tale and ofcourse now i am living a wholesome sweet person lifestyle and i go on picnics with my friends and we watch movies and i fall asleep on the couch almost everynight and leisas all "WHATR YOU DOING NINA?" and i just kind of sigh "lazy, im being lazy".
i sigh alot lately, especially after finishing a hard days work i will return home and sit in a shady spot out the back and feel glad that everything can just be still and i can enjoy my cigarette.
my job is so unfortunate but luckily im working with JB of late and you know what we are just amazing at working together, i think we should write monologues or something.
he said i use the word "amazing" alot but that its good, and we sing really loud and trick people "sorry there are noune of thoose left" or "you want a napkin, 10 dollars thanks" and i think that is the only way we can make it through the day considering either of us are usually hung over, lacking sleep or retarded or something.
apparantly i come across as a happy medium somewhere in between funny and retarded. whatever, im not entirely sure how i feel about that.
we swim sometimes (gemma, clare and i) sometimes we do bombshells even though the sign clearly states no bombshells were like.. im gay! i have diabeties! and im having yr child!
almost finished reading EEEEE EE EEE becuase leisa lent it too me and said id like it and you know what i really do. except the bit im up too now after the dolphins killed elijah wood (and sean penn mind you) and the president is making a speech about all of these 'important' things and i hate that, i used inverted comas as whats important too one is not necessarily important too another and maybe not interesting. deal with that mr. president.

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(NME)